uno dos tres

uno

going back from school and heading to dobi shop to claim my lihaf's case. but then i walked along the street and only see a dobi shop. asking did he took our lihaf. oh and then, the ammu said, there's another one shop but today its closed. oh la la. ammu, semalam hantar  lihaf kenapa tak bagitau kedai dobi tutup hari ni? lepas tu suruh orang ambik sendiri pulak tu. dah orang hantar dengan beg, nak la beg dia balik. huwaaa :( jauh orang turn. and i just wonder since when the dobi shop along that street duplicated. :D nampak sangat dah lama tak lalu jalan tu.

dos

going to kedai sabun to make my one-two weeks stock. i mean food stocks. the shop was called so as its welcomed the customer with bundles of detergents at the entrance. and even the bread or cocoa powder taste like sabun. ouh bad :P.  then out of sudden a lady gone mad accusing the boy hitting her son. but the boy wasnt in the shop. her son did throw tantrum. the ammu defends himself that he dont even know where the boy is. memang budak tu tak ada dalam kedai pun. and the mother was emotional enough. throwing the balang containing sweets to ammu kedai, terbalikkan tong sampah and so on. at first i just smiled. but when she out of sudden mengamuk. and baling balang. oh... sipi-sipi balang tu nak kena den. :( kalau kena. tengok sapa pulak mengamuk. haha. haiya. b-( i dont understands la diorang ni bila part marah tu.  eventhough they shouted and tak simpan dalam hati after that-macam orang melayu. but thats still not good. thats why Rasulullah said. 'dont be mad, dont be mad, dont be mad'. see, even a mother is worse than a child throwing tantrum when she got mad.

tres

okay. while waiting for the doctor, miss farawlah lend me an earpiece-sebelah je ok. haha an opick was singing. 

Rapuh. ouh i almost cry in the class. the lyrics hit the exact point in my heart. :( tapi kaber-kaber la. takkan la nak suh semua orang tengok kot. :P

Opick - Rapuh

detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertakhta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu

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perasaan tu tak salah. itu fitrah yang Allah bagi.
but when it drags us to do maksiat. then, that is the wrong part. 
somebody said this to me long time ago also. translation of al-baqarah verse 235th.
thanks ya akak for reminding me again. now.
manusia tu lemah. dan syaitan masuk pada bahagian yang paling kita lemah.
manusia itu selalu lupa. dalam tak sedar nak ganti Yang Abadi dalam hati dengan 'yang fana'.
hati ni lebih cepat berbolak balik berbanding periuk yang tengah mendidih.
may Allah easen everything and give us strength.