Lately

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah. :)

Keif hal? Alhamdulillah. Kullu kheir. 

I've lost idea what to write. ;) But its just a summary of what happened lately.

1-I noticed that LATELY, while I'm walking on the street people keep asking for direction.

I dunno why?

Maybe because I looked like I know the directions. (ouh luckily, most of the direction they asked I knew well). 

Maybe, I looked like someone who has been living here for a long time. (my face looked like local people kot. :P). 

Maybe, I'm the only person who pop up in front of them when they lost hope? ( the last resolution, perhaps)

Maybe, I'm the only person who hear their calls after they have greet so many people but the people are too busy with their business. Not noticing someone is calling them.

Maybe, I have gain less pahala lately, so Allah helps me to gain pahala by being a 'road guider' to them.

Well whatever the reason is. That was what happening. :D

2-I was in dilemma LATELY. To pursue my passion of travelling or save money to buy a car after I finish my study soon, insyaAllah.

It was since the last time I went back to homeland, mom and dad keep repeating the line 'simpanlah duit. nanti boleh beli kereta terus bila balik'. Yes, because I keep complaining I cant go anywhere except when dad didnt use his car. To merempit is another option. Yet, lately my brothers are using the motorcyles. So, its kinda hard to move in homeland here and there, to ziarah dakwah here and there because of the 'ineffective public transport service'. I think. Bicycle? Phew! #:-s Rantai basikal tu putus sebelum I reach my destination.

Even daddy is doing survey for my 'future plate numbers' plus he kept stopping at kedai jual kereta when I'm out with him. And inside the car, he kept comparing type of cars with me and their prices. hoho. :P Being the eldest one, the stubborn one, and also the one who never like to depend on others, feeling like 'I can do everything alone' transforms me into this. And of course, the one who is going to take care of the family after dad and mom. Other people have brothers and sisters to support them and their families  are the 'orang senang' sort. Mine is vice versa. It knocked some sense inside somehow.

I dunno, but I think I'm cancelling my euro-tours. I think going to perform Umrah is my last travel during studies. It wasn't I lost my passions in travelling. When I study people around me. For say, Cik Ina's family, they also travel after they have married, having stable life. And even travelling with grandsons altogether.It is stillstravelling. And kalau dah Allah kata, kita boleh jejak bumi sekian-sekian, insyaAllah we'll make it soon in the future.

So... I'm thinking of saving money for my next year[s] after finishing my study. *-:) Up to you to call me sooo memandang ke hadapan or sooo tinggi angan-angan or sooo tak ingat mati boleh datang bila-bila. 

Well this is my life. And I'm in charge of it. Not you. ;)

But... still Mukmin is a very good, neat planner of his future right? Optimistic. 

  

3-I notice my head is going somewhere outta place while I am crossing the road LATELY. I'm a lousy crosser. b-(
And today I think it reaches the peak. Allah sent me a makcik who offered herself to cross the road with me. Maybe I looked so deteriorated. But she's the one who grab my arm firmly. Heh, so sweet isn't it? Ouh... only those who has been here know well how the matter of 'crossing road in Egypt'. ;)

And while crossing the road, alone today after the class. I was lucky enough. Alhamdulillah, the drivers (note the plural) managed to hit emergency breaks. haha. =)) If  they're not and if Allah said so, you'll never be able to read this entry. Maybe now I was on the hospital bed, or Allahu'alam going to 'meet' Him.

Alhamdulillah after all. :D

p/s: And pray for me. I've coming Paeds exam in 12th Jan. :D

Till then, Happy New 2011.

May Allah bless.

:) :) :)