Mixture

Assalamualaikum...

What a lazy blogger. Heh, when the medical school turns into theatre school, its so tiring.

But no pain, no gain. And also, what a long time I haven't speak in English. Being in 'school of theatre' forced me to polish my english. huh, too bad!

What a 'mixture' of emotions.

Life's getting more challenging. And I have to agree much, much more with what Imam Hassan Al-Banna said, tasks more than time we have.

Too many things to do, to many jobs to be caught up. People might see, I'm solely a medical student. Oh... please change your mind please. I'm a medical student, I'm a blogger, I'm a member of a bureau, I'm a housemate, I'm a daughter, I'm a daie and the task go on.

You have to face the 8-3 class. Then, you go here and there. And back home... and looking at your to do list. Why I still having many tasks not fulfill yet. BUT, I still have time to looking, waiting over facebook update? Huh! This shouldnt exist in a mukmin life.

We always said, we have many jobs to do and never have enough time to finish all the jobs given. But I rather said that, we dont have barakah in our time actually.

As an example, the members of Ikhwanul Muslimin rahimahumullah. In the subh prayer they were in Cairo, in the zuhr, they might be in another districts, in maghrib they move to the another. Qiyamullail in different mosques. Then, in the morning again, people met them in Cairo. In the meanwhile, they are the employee of a company, they are the teachers in school, they are the politicians, they are the doctors working in hospital. Subhanallah. See how they manage their time. How barakah their lives were.

And I just noticed, most of my work is in front of computer. Working as technician, then as the designer, then as an article/photo/video editor, then be the article writer, then as the googler, and the list go on. Masya-Allah. Kadang-kadang rasa penat sangat. And when I've to go out without finishing my works, the tension headache starts visiting. Adoi. Lagi la penat. But at the same time, buat benda yang tak berfaedah pun banyak jugak. Konon killing my time. Huh, actually I'm killing my life. Coz time=life. Astaghfirullah....

Making a to read list makes me suffocating. What a list~

This is pic of raya haji

Menu:Soto, nasi impit, lemang, kuah kacang, rendang, pie apple.

Then this is visit to Alexandria.

Nas alullah barakah fi hayatina. Insya-Allah.

Bila duk fikir penat tu... nanti kadang-kadang terus hilang bila teringat balasan kat syurga nanti. Dunia bukan tempat berehat.

May Allah easen our path.