Soliloquy

~comprehending an existence~

October 8, 2010

Of multi-titles

Refer the title. That is what you're going to read below. RED ALERT IS ON.


Of paediatrics.

A: Tau tak... hari Khamis hari tu balik-balik lecture je terus melepek. Sampai esoknya telan panadol dua biji.
B: Ouh... ingatkan s*** sorang je demam. hang pun sekali? isk isk. tau takpe... sejuk gila.
A: Dalam kelas sejuk. Lepas tu keluar je kelas panas yang panas sangat. Terkejut badan. Lepas ni kena bawak sweater la.
B: Tau takpe. :(


Of change

Everybody is hoping to change for better. But whether we can make it or not, its all from Allah. And Allah has promised, He'll not change any nation until the nations change themselves. So, make our first step to the better. And the further steps will be easen by Him. Make it now. Its never too late if its before the death calling. Ouh... how I wish.


Of the past

Everybody has a past. Everybody. The past that has shaped their personalities now. And the past that we use to measure our achievements. And the most important thing is the people that once lived in our past. I called them people of the past. For instance, do you know how I feel? I feel want to bring, hold their hands to the life I lived now. Life that I know... meaningful and its a true life. But not everybody knows 'what exactly life is'. Its not gonna be easy. hmm... Allah knows best. :|


Of the coat.

Dr : You have to wear your white coat in clinical session starting next week. It'll be easier to deal with the patients and protect you clothes at the same time. To show that you're a doctor. Yes, all of you are doctors now. Just you didn't finish your study yet.
My comment:
Ouh... since when its 'skematus de pembaristus'. ;) But its good for practice. I think in Malaysia its a compulsary for medical students to wear their white coat in hospitals. I am just not satistified because we dont wear gloves when we touch the patients. We just used the sanitizer. Bad habit huh? I dont know... even me myself also afraid to touch the patients. :( Who knows they have infectious skin diseases. Nauzubillah. :(
And... when the doctor said, all of us are doctors now, what crossed my mind is... ya Allah banyaknya ilmu yang tak tahu lagi. Macam mana nak treat orang ni...? :(


Of the Quran

Esok ada kelas... tak habis lagi mengulang, menghafal ni... ya Rabbi. Ni la balasan menangguh kerja tau. :( Banyaknya... rasa nak menangis tergolek-golek, menjerit pun ada.  ~X(
(Ces... taip blog boleh pulak :>)



Of the January

I thought I would be able to make it. To attend the course. Yet... according to the date. Its the week before the exam week. So sad.... :( Macam tak ada rezeki je lagi.


Of the heart

I dont understand myself. :-SS But I understand the hadith Rasulullah said, the hardest jihad is the jihad with oneself. Bad me, huh? I still have a lot of 'heart' sicknesses. Its hard. Very hard. O Lord... help me to purify my heart. I want to meet You with a clean heart. Pray for me too readers. Will ya? Please.... :-S



Of the hardworking

Tolong!!! Saya nak jadi super duper rajin! Please help yourself dear!


Of the work


Its October now. How fast.... And its gonna reach the end of 2010. I still have multiple targets and stuffs I need to achieve before the year is going to end. May Allah easen every-single-tiny-thing. :)







p/s: I dont like 'long' entry here. But I just dunno. This blog has gone completely haywire. Because the owner gone haywire too. 8-|



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