The wishes

Its time for the birthday wishes.

25 May

My dear angah, heh you're 16 yo already? How fast time flies.

haha. I dont know why do we have such generation gap. Yet, Allah knows best.

I still remember my feeling for the first time I got a brother. It was a very-very exciting experience.

I was about 5 years old that time. Maybe I already understand the feeling well. Or maybe I was too bored to play alone with my toys, and talking alone. Kesian. haha.

And I still remember the pic we're both in. Abi took it with his brand new camera. The one I hold the blue ribbon I found on the grass in front of bilik guru in Melaka. And you were sitting with head tilted because I told you something. Its too private to write it here. Later I'll tell you. Haha. The last time I saw the pic was on abi's table in bilik guru in T'ganu. From Melaka to T'ganu memories. heh. He always keeping the ol' nostalgic pic. I wish, after this I could keep the pics.

But I was a disaster when I 'terlepas' the kamera and the battery cover needs to be sellotaped until now. Too bad. And as the camera was using kodak, umi keep giving excuse 'malas nak beli kodak'. Luckily you, umi and abi have handphone canggih. ahah. At least, I still can have our family pic while I'm not home.

Dear brother, I know its know easy to face failure. But a failure is a booster for a new hope. A new success insyaAllah. Have faith in Him.

I was about to fail when I suddenly realised 'ouh... you need me as a 'big' sister now'. You dont know how worried I was on that moment. It was about, ya Allah please let him answer my call. Dont off his handphone and talk to me. Dont let him having any suicidal thought. For the whole day I cant settle my own matter here. While abi n umi keep messaging me to contact you. Lord, I was hopeless that time.

I wish you a happy birthday. May Allah bless you throughout your life.

May Allah grant you patience.

May Allah grant you success.

May Allah show the best way for you.

May you become a mujahid, a soleh son, brother and mukmin. InsyaAllah.

I love you.

14 May

My honey, ouh... how much I miss you. Allah knows.

My dearest besties. Heh, I know medical student kat Mesir ni tak berapa nak busy, so I'm afraid to kacau you yang super busy.

I dont know whether you still remember this or not. How out of sudden we became besties.

Sitting beside you in the class. Sharing the jemput plus air lada that your mom made. Or mihun goreng, nasi goreng bla bla. haha. We're good girls ek. I just know the fact. haha. Currently most of the kanak-kanak dont like to bring bekal to school. Well, jimat duit kan alasan kita? haha.

When we're separated, oh... that time was too horror actually. I dont know any others understand me well like you do. Still remember the 'baling liquid' part? hahah. *rolling on the floor*.

Its almost ten years. But the ukhuwah bond still living in us. Less sms, less call, less ym, less everything doesnt make us apart. Distance doesnt seem enough heh? Yet, our hearts were bonded by the du'a we recite. Insya-Allah till jannah.

Sorry, this year no poem for you. Kalau saya call nyanyi lagu happy birthday valid tak? haha

Happy birthday my dearest honey.

May Allah easen everything for you. We'll see, who finish first heh?

haha. Sekali kita dua dalam hospital sama. haha. Hope so, after a long separation.

InsyaAllah, ada rezeki kita raya sama ek tahun ni. haha.

I love you more than words can describe.

6 May

Ouh, its tomorrow. haha. But I dont buy any present yet. Dearest ex-osmet/roomet.

Word fails me as usual. :P

Friend is somebody you can argue, fight with, ketuk-ketuk, buli-buli without any hard feeling. haha.

There's somebody telling me, 'Suka tengok S*** and K*** kawan. Merajuk la tahap mana pun sampai nak konon takmo tidur kat umah. Jerit la kuat mana pun sampai orang ingat gaduh betul. Pastu berapa saat je tetiba sorang duk merengek suruh buat itu ini.' The part merengek tu not me hah. haha.

The brutal and the macho kununnya, never take heart any of words they shout out. haha. You can give comment so jujur, tulus dari hati without terasa. But when it comes to gelabah nak exam. Tetiba dapat call subuh hari/tengah malam. 'Nak tido umah hang boleh? Cuak la' or 'Hang nak pi exam pukul berapa? Pi sekali ek.' We're funny heh?

We can spend the whole day talking, the whole night pillow-talking before. Or, we can just jalan-jalan sambil cakap up till our legs were nak tercabut skru. Seem likes wasting time for others. But its a good remedy for both of us.

What do you wish for this year? Kek aiskrim lagi? Cookdoor? Costa Coffee? Baju pink terang?-haha mati kena pancung ni.

If you read this, jom jalan-jalan before exam nak? Or bila kita nak buat projek apam kita tu? haih... projek tertunda je.

Happy birthday. May Allah bless.

I lost words. I love you for who you're.

Thanks for being a friend in need or in no need here. ;P

Thanks for teaching me the spices of life.

Another wish- Happy birthday to my sister at south hemisphere. On 6th May oso. May Allah bless you. :)

[The pic I love-heh, sorry. I break my rules here.]

What I love about the pic:

1-Its a candid.

2-A person I love a lot with me-the one who celebrates her birthday on 6th May. ;P

3-My beloved backpack accompany me anytime anywhere I travel.

4-My beloved winter coat.

5-There's blue sky with awan kepul-kepul.

6-There's laut.

It looks like macam kena tangkap dating kan? 

Eventhough there's somebody told me I dont look 'kurus' in this pic. Suka hati la. haha. I know bila I'm kurus and tak kurus. Its winter, ok. And our bodies need more energy for the high metabolisme process. ahah.

p/s: 24 Jamadilawal is my birthday on lunar calendar. haha. I'm getting older. 21st this year? heh, perangai tak terasa cam 21yo person. But InsyaAllah a year wiser. Ameen. :D