Having a lonely trip in public transport has been my if-I-have-the-chance favourite. But the chance doesnt come everyday. The longer the transport takes time, the more I love. Weird heh? Not weird enough though.
Its just nice to chat with local people. When they asked me, I was not from ‘this country’ right? I just nod my head and said, I’m from Malaysia. But some of them sometimes mistakenly think I was born here. What to do... its my face and the gen running in it. And they started asking me, where did I study bla bla la dida. The most prominent thing I love is-they’ll ended our conversations by ‘May Lord grant you success in your life’ or anything similar to it. Ouh… its an indescribable feeling. I just said ‘ameen’ with all my heart.
Today, I rode a metro and opened my Quran. I hang an ‘Al-Quds’ keychain to the zip. There was a 1 year old lil girl and her mother sitting beside me. My keychain danced in the air and it caught her attention. She just grabbed it. While I continued reciting the Quran and smiled. Her mother kept asking her to let it go. But then I just said its fine, let her play with it. I finished my recitation on the last verse and let her played with the keychain. But then her mother didnt let her played with it because she was afraid her daughter might ripped the keychain from its place. And this lil girl cried out loud. Ouh… too bad. I was hopeless enough. She didnt want to play with it anymore and kept throwing tantrum.
Its just nice to chat with local people. When they asked me, I was not from ‘this country’ right? I just nod my head and said, I’m from Malaysia. But some of them sometimes mistakenly think I was born here. What to do... its my face and the gen running in it. And they started asking me, where did I study bla bla la dida. The most prominent thing I love is-they’ll ended our conversations by ‘May Lord grant you success in your life’ or anything similar to it. Ouh… its an indescribable feeling. I just said ‘ameen’ with all my heart.
Today, I rode a metro and opened my Quran. I hang an ‘Al-Quds’ keychain to the zip. There was a 1 year old lil girl and her mother sitting beside me. My keychain danced in the air and it caught her attention. She just grabbed it. While I continued reciting the Quran and smiled. Her mother kept asking her to let it go. But then I just said its fine, let her play with it. I finished my recitation on the last verse and let her played with the keychain. But then her mother didnt let her played with it because she was afraid her daughter might ripped the keychain from its place. And this lil girl cried out loud. Ouh… too bad. I was hopeless enough. She didnt want to play with it anymore and kept throwing tantrum.
Then we’ve a chat in between. While persuading the lil girl. As usual. She ended our conversation with ‘May Allah grant you success in your life.’
And I just noticed. Actually, I’m taking breath, pacing on this earth, continue my life till now with all the blessings from others’ supplications.
And I just noticed. Actually, I’m taking breath, pacing on this earth, continue my life till now with all the blessings from others’ supplications.
Alhamdulillah. For the greatest blessings of Islam and Iman.
May Allah bless us.
p/s: sumie, teha and che su. I already bought the keychains for each of you since bookfair 2009-during occupation on Gaza. Balik nanti I'll pass them to you.
Eventhough there'll be a big possiblity of being 'harassed'. The cincin kahwin and cincin tunang I wore (eventho tak tunang tak kahwin lagi) not even protecting me if Allah wants it to happen. Thats why I have 'eagle eyes' when I'm walking alone. And I just wonder, why these few of us(the same person)-the girls being attacked. Many of us dont have to face this kind of gangguan. Alhamdulillah enough. Why didnt they attack the 'terdedah-sexy-seksa' one'? I just dont understand this. Nak kata cantik sah-sah tak langsung, orang lain yang kena tu lagi cantik. Nak kata terdedah ouh... setakat belajar memang dah cukup syarat tutup aurat, from the matter jenis kain up till warna kain. Nak kata pakai perfume sampai 10 batu boleh bau, tu kerja orang-orang Arab yang kaya raya je tu. So the main point is TAWAKAL. Allah's protection is more than anything.
Argh! Malasnya nak kemas blog ni... *sigh* And this blog seems dull heh? For the 'solace' matter. haha. Tanda-tanda kematangankah? *devilish grin*
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