To you...

Hey you,

Firstly, I'm saying assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, as a religous greeting, as far, as deep the meaning goes. I really mean it. Comes with the blessings from Him, Allah the Almighty.

I was googling around. And I just discover something, that I unexpected.

Hey you,

Yeah, we've known each other since before we flew up above the sky. We've known each other as a coincidence. Having my ex-dorm mate as your housemate. Yet, He knew the best and planned the best. We're classmates. Eventho I'm the barisan pertahanan yg selalu datang lambat. The bond of classmates runs deep inside our living nerves and hearts of course.

Hey you,

Not everybody trust me to tell their problems, their life stories to me. But you're indescribable eldritch.Thanks a lot for trusting me. Haha. So funny, we're not bestfriend, not even housemates that time. But when you come with the 'serabut tahap tak hengat' muka, and me, having expresionless face problem. So funny you know. I laugh out loud many time when it suddenly came across my mind.

Hey you,

Many people said I'm not matured. Haha. And of course having you as nenek in the house makes the feeling of a grandchildren blooms. Dont kill me right after you read this. :P

Hey you,

We some/many times think in the same box. No wonder we came out with many similarities. Of course you engraved many things in my life. Things that I've to ponder upon before making decisions.

Hey you,

Its not easy to decide. Its so hard. Thats why I told all of this when everybody not expecting any of it. I would say, its such a hard task. Sacrificing the whole 2-3 years fun you've had all over your life. And I may say, the coming 2-3 years also.

Hey you,

I'm such a coward. But I've to realise that I'm not living alone. Many things to be considered. Many funs to be killed. Many food cant be shared. Many moments I'll miss. Its not the matter of nasi dagang or tukang masak or kuali, sayur tak boleh lembik, ikan kena goreng sampai garing segala. Its all life.

Hey you,

We never expect that we'll be such 'close'. haha. Too many contradictions. Yet, I think that we follow the magnetic law attractions.

Hey you,

I really appreciate all your words. I really keep it in my mind, as long as I'm able to do so. Eventho when its come to my 'silap expression probs'. Sorry for not being expressive. Seriously, memang fail.

Hey you,

We share stories, we share dreams, we share lives. We share talk, we share toughts.

Hey you,

I cant hear any word when you start mentioning the part I dont want to hear. The fact that we've to accept. The untwisted fact.

Hey you,

I'm not that strong. I'm not that good to pretend. I'm not wise hiding the sorrow. Eventho I owez have expression problems. Giving the wrong expressions at the wrong moments.

Hey you,

You're so kind. That I cant even describe it by words. May Allah have mercy upon your life. You're such a tak kesah, lantaklah. But actly, you're the paling kesah person.

Hey you,

If its not hyperbolic I may say, its just like killing myself. Enough words.

Hey you,

I miss the moment we had altogether. Damn much.

Hey you,

I miss all of you.

Hey you,

I really hope miracles happen. So that I can turn the time as I want. I can twist my dreams into reality.

Hey you,

Lots of prayer for you. And thanks for the prayers too.

Hey you,

I mean my words.

But we've to practice accepting the fate Allah wrote for us.

Be sincere in your lives.

Nothing easy in our lives. No joy greater that joys in jannah.

Keep fighting the sorrow, the unwanted scenes in your lives.

Practicing the part of 2:216. And another verse that I forgot.

Hey you,

I.LOVE.YOU.

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