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In the name of Allah. All praises to Allah. Peace be upon the beloved prophet, Muhammad.

Currently in Ophthalmology round, the previous one was Ear, Nose and Throat.

I dont know what I'm going to write, other than millions and trillions of Alhamdulillah.

When it comes to medicine, it was a 'dont-know-how-much-to-say-thank-you-Allah-for-giving-me-these-chances' matter. Honestly. And still I'm having no doubt its a 'hard course'. Nothing easy, right.

Previous case, I got the chance to see was the fungal sinusitis. I still remembered the sister's face. She's too young, 28 years old and working as a lawyer. And there's no other treatment except antifungal drugs until cured-but not fully cured of course. In the meantime, no operation can be done as it is fatal. Can you see, when Allah said it will be like that, than it is. Whosoever you're. The richest man, the most beautiful woman, the nobody-pauper, our fates were all written. That was among the 'simple' case we got. There's much more complicated cases, pausing me in silent till the end of discussions. Speechless.

And latest, in Ophthalmology Ward. Seeing old patients with diminution of vision. Its actually an unbearable condition. Their visions even more complicated than 'me' losing my specs. ahah. They cant even see the flashes of light in front of their eyes. At that moment honestly, I felt so-so-so grateful. Eventhough I've to wear double eyes, still, I can see the beauty and colours in front of me. At least. But actually its more than that. I cant even imagine if the blessings were taken back.

Yes, everything we've borrowed from HIM will be taken back. Everything in the earth and skies were belongs to Allah, including we, ourselves. Somehow cant imagine, what if we can no more listen to the beautiful recitation of Quran, the sound of birds chirping around the house, the nice songs in the playlist. Cant smell the rain, delicious food, the soft-smelled petals. What if one day we open our eyes, we can only see the black and white. Or totally black! Nauzubillah.

BUT, we still watch the unlawful things, listen to unlawful things, talk about unlawful things. Astaghfirullah. How much blessings had been given to us? And they're not even ours. And what we'll be if all of them were taken back? Null.

Supposely, with all these blessings, we cant even do a single-tiny unlawful thing.

And this sentence goes back to me. How ungrateful I am. Astaghfirullah.

Dont always look to the people superior than you. Have some look to the unfortunate people than you. This will make you be more grateful.

Senjakala di Dataran Syam

The eyes, Alhamdulillah.

Nobody can describe beauty without seeing it.

The ears, Subhanallah.

Nobody can hear the beauty without listening to it.

The brain, spinal cords, nerve, Masya-Allah.

Nobody knows the beauty until translated so.

The body inside out, Allahuakbar.

“I do not know of any type of knowledge, after the knowledge of what is lawful and what is unlawful (fiqh) more noble for a Muslim to acquire than that of Medicine. But alas they have neglected it, yes they have neglected 1/3rd of human knowledge, and abandoned it to Jews and Christians!"~ Imam Syafie.

p/s: Is back to work and leaving the blog 'silent' until its anniversary. Tasks more than time I've.

Terjumpa widget link within. And it makes me rolling on the floor reading the old-berhingus-bersepah-comot-kanak-kanak-entah-pape-posts. :D But I'm going to leave the posts as they are. That shows I've changed and grown up kan? haha.